possiblissities

A Realm of Sacred Joy

Alive Again

By Vivi Sojorhn

I have canceled and rescheduled so much this summer

That I have no feel for the calendar anymore

It says it is August, but it feels like October and I see

Leaves changing colors in bunches or around the edges.

That’s just what it has been like to be alive again after that

Seizure I had last month, a little mixed up comparatively

To before. Six weeks later and my perception is like water droplets

On fall leaves. I think I can see better, but it is still water on a leaf.

To admit sameness now is bitter as I feel I should be

Better compensated.

 

2025(c)Vivi Sojorhn

5 responses to “Alive Again”

  1. I had several grand mal seizures when I was younger, and days sure looked and felt different after them. (The medication also thickened perception.) They were horrible holy experiences and inked my pen. Keep writing.

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    1. Thank you, Brendan. You’re right. Drugs are a little better, but have forever changed my life as I continue to have to take them.

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      1. For me it took a month or so for my system to adjust to them and then I didn’t really notice them. Last grand mal in 1987, and the petit mals subsided maybe a decade later. I still take the medication.

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  2. Alas, regardless of what we feel should be, we can only deal with what is. To deal with it in elegant, honest verse seems to me a positive thing.

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    1. Thank you, Rosemary, and yes I hope so. Poetry is fancy wrasseling!

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